Half alive ♥

«Who do you think you are, running round leaving scars, collecting you're jar of pieces of heart and tearing love apart?» ♥

Broken, just like those porcelan doll's that you touch and let fall. The only difference is the doll brokes outside and I, just inside. Piece by piece you're losing me, I'm losing you, and neither of us matters with that.

I don't know why but honestly? I don't care anymore. I just want to change, for me and who knows, for us. But the boat will sink when only one of us paddle against the tide, it's too hard to be fought alone, and I can't do it again. Yes I know what you're thinking. I'm too weak to support certain difficulties, I have the reason bla bla bla, the same history every time we upset. Hello?! Don't give me right when I'm not, I'm begging you. When you do that, it's the most small and easy way, and everytime it happens in the future, we're not going to talk again and then let us understand and we care for one another and I don't want that, don't want to lose you, I swear.

I just want to be happy, but times to times it's very hard to me, to smile, to tell you the things, to talk to you, and know? It's just to hard to make you stay, go if you want, I just want to be happy, if we don't make it together, go please, I will not suffer again, not anymore. I'm done of it.

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you cry ♥ Sorry for the mess, for everything.

Sorry for I can't keep my promisse.